Evil Tidings

Something distinctly fishy is afoot with my PC...
Seems someone's been re-scheduling dates of my weekly virus scan to get in Worms...

I hope this was a one - time job, otherwise I'll have to begin haunting the cybercafes again.
Like a bad penny, a virus pops in JUST at the time when your machine's running smooth.
That's life. That's the age of technology. That's my luck.

I was noticing something weird about today.

It doesn't seem like a BIRTHDAY day... Ha! Not mine, but my younger brother turned 16 and the day hadn't an iota of difference from what yesterday was like, or what tomorrow will turn out to be. Except for the "Operation DinnerOut" and the crazy mindless ride at night we had.

Maybe it's an 'age' thing?

Like, maybe when you grow old-er you lose the feeling of enchantment that used to take over and permeate your senses on moments leading up to your birthday...
It's a sad, sad world we live in.
What I would like to know is...

How does one go about apologizing to somebody you've HURT BADLY.... Badly enough to make that particular person feel like forgetting you...?

And what's worse... (in my case, selectively... because not all people are blessed with a temper like mine)
How does one fend off the rising tide of anger and frustration at the repeated ignores and the repeated I-don't-know-you-I-don't-want-to attitudes...?

Huh????
Huh???

Well I'll be.. The luckiest person on the planet if Waheguru ji showed me some revelatory flash, some epiphany...
But these things are like VERY ephemeral flashes in the pan.

Till then, my compliments to people who have their P.R. department taken care of.

"Tali talai roti kaun nahi khata?"

ME.